Monday, January 31, 2011

How good it feels to hear that someone believes in you.

The truth and nothing less.

"Maybe I have some trust issues, but believe me, I have earned them."

JD: "This dude walked in with a toque of a hawk...literally feathers. Me and Lise died."
AT: "Aw, you guys are mean! Each to their own...style?"
JD: "....It's the dude with the fake plant."
AT: "........................enough said."

I hate to see you go.

Sunday, January 30, 2011


I wanna see it.
All.

"I'm warning you, if you take one step closer, I'm never letting you go."
--No Strings Attached
"If I'm different from everybody else, that means I'm doing something right."
The long and narrow.
Alexithymia:
Difficulty describing feelings to other people

Friday, January 28, 2011


Just a dream(er)

Home.
missing you, a bit.
"I broke your heart into several pieces not knowing I would break my own into a million."
Today...

is a non-renewable resource.

It's Okay
not
to be okay.
To have a broken heart means you have tried for something
What if I never told you I'm afraid to cry?
What if I never let you down,
and said I'm sorry for the nights I can't remember?
What if I never said to you I would try?

Sometimes I think I'm my only reader.
AL: "I had a dream I was pregnant.....and what did I give birth to? A freakin' KITTEN!"

*vespers*
BL: "You guys are sooo loud !!!!Just try and keep it down"
AT: "Sorry dad :( "

Nutella,
a good book,
soy milk,
on my made bed
( with clean sheets),
alone
on a Friday night.

I needed this.

Thursday, January 27, 2011


"Men go abroad to wonder at the heights of mountains,
at the huge waves of the sea, at the long courses of the rivers,
at the vast compass of the ocean,at the circular motions of the stars,
and they pass by themselves without wondering."
-Saint Augustine

"It's not the way she does her hair- it's the way she seems to stare right through my eyes."
-M5

Wednesday, January 26, 2011


You don't have to do it alone.
"The beauty of
G o d
is that He sees right through us
and loves us enough to call our bluff."

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Saturday, January 22, 2011


Would you still love me if you were blind?
ma boyz.

Tribute to my obsession.




the little things.
If His grace is an ocean, we're all sinking.

Friday, January 21, 2011

Wednesday, January 19, 2011


When leaving the nest, you have one of two options:
to let yourself fall without even have tried to spread your wings,
or to flap those wings with all that is within you and learn to fly.
Either one can't be done unless you jump-
so i jump.

Mr. Christie, you make good cookies!
Nobody told me the road would be easy, but I don't believe He brought me this far to leave me.

Tuesday, January 18, 2011



"I'm thinking that it might actually be possible for things to work out sometimes.
Definitely not everything and maybe not the way you imagined.
But sometimes, when you least expect, life surprises you."
"Make friends with the nobodies; don't be the great somebody"
-Romans 12:14-16
stuck in the past and jumping to the future
wasting the only day I'm promised,
today.

With feet dangling over the edge,
down seems like a scary place to fall
but how do i know it's not your arms down there waiting to catch me?

Monday, January 17, 2011




Sometimes bombs fall quietly.

Friday, January 14, 2011

I can't even begin to understand You and everything You are and offer to someone like me.

Thursday, January 13, 2011

A ship in harbor is safe...

but that's not why ships are built.
Never been good at this, but someday I'm gonna get it right.


Anywhere but here.

The flaws.

I don't like to work hard for things.
I rely on the belief that if it's meant to be, it will just happen naturally.
But I fail to remember that sometimes good things take work and nothing in life comes easily.
Or at least, it shouldn't.

Wednesday, January 12, 2011



"When I see you the world stops. It stops and all that exists for me is you and my eyes staring at you. There's nothing else. No noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow. The world just stops and it is a beautiful place and there is only you. Just you, and my eyes staring at you.
When you're gone, the world starts again, and I don't like it as much. I can live in it, but I don't like it. I just walk around in it and wait to see you again and wait for it to stop again. I love it when it stops. It's the best thing I've ever known or ever felt, the best thing;
and that, beautiful girl, is why I stare at you."

--JF

You can teach me many things. I'm just scared to learn a lesson.
"It's kind of easy when you've got nothing...because nothing can't be taken away from you. But I don't want nothing anymore."
Stop this train.

I wanna get off and go home again.

Monday, January 10, 2011

Goodbye to my hometown.
Back to the grind...

Thursday, January 6, 2011




Say goodbye to love and hold your head up high.

"It's the scariest thing ever to realize how much someone means to you.
When it hits you- I mean really hits you- all these thoughts and questions rush through your head at once.
What if for some reason things don't work out?
How are you possibly going to live without them?"

I know there's an entire world that cares out there,
hiding behind a world that doesn't.

Tears don't mean you're losing.

Tuesday, January 4, 2011


Sometimes skulls are thick. Sometimes hearts are vacant. Sometimes words don't work.
--JF

"Every smile shown and every laughing moment confirms that life is beautiful."



"Nobody wants to admit to this, but bad things will keep on happening. Maybe that's because it's all a chain, and a long time ago someone did the first bad thing, and that led someone else to do another bad thing, and so on. You know, like that game where you whisper a sentence into someone's ear, and that person whispers it to someone else and it all comes out wrong in the end.
But then again, maybe bad things happen because it's the only way we can keep remembering what good is supposed to look like."
AT: "Yo, have you heard about those random birds falling? Why do you think that is?"
FT: "I dunno...some think it's fireworks from New Years. Or it could've been that one stupid bird that mislead the whole flock into the ground."


Saturday, January 1, 2011

" i only care about the words that flutter from your mind. they are the only thing you truly own. the only thing i will remember you by. i will not fall in love with your bones and skin. i will not fall in love with the places you have been. i will not fall in love with anything but the words that flutter from your extraordinary mind."