Wednesday, March 30, 2011


Everything's perfect for now, but not forever.

Bunsen Burner.

AT: "It's Robert Bunsen's 200th birthday!"

ND: "He's 200?!"

AL: "Nikki..he's dead."

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Focus on giants-you stumble.

Focus on God-your giants tumble.

Type O.

I find that too many people make the common mistake of typing "whilst" instead of "while".

How does someone even make that mistake?

It doesn't make sense!

Monday, March 28, 2011

Best for last.

Or first.



that works too. :)

I can't expect forever, but I can't imagine life without your name.

Saturday, March 26, 2011

"Sometimes, I don't think you realize that you could lose me. Are you sure you want to suffer the tortures of the memories of a lost love? Do you know the tortures of a lost love? It's awful. It will haunt you night and day. You'll wake up at night screaming. You can't eat, you can't sleep, you'll want to smash things. You'll hate yourself and the world and everybody in it.
Are you sure you want to risk losing me?"
-Lucy;CharlieBrown
Goodbye to easy living once again.

Who died and made you king of anything?
It's the fear of giving so much, trying my best, and giving my all,
just to have my hard-workings go to waste.
It's the fear of having you for days, months even, only to have you taken away from me without warning.
It's the fear of being robbed of what makes me happy.
And with a hushed and unknown future, all of that could very well happen.
And that scares the hell out of me.

:)

Don't let me get away
I know it was me who called it over
but I still wish you'd fought me 'til your dying day.




I check the weather wherever you are 'cause I wanna know if you can see the stars tonight.
All you need is love is a lie,
'cause we had love,
but we still said goodbye...

It stings when it's nobody's fault and there's nothing to blame.

Friday, March 25, 2011

I think he knows...

Thursday, March 24, 2011



Wake up and d r e a m once more.

Every time we drift, we`re forcing what is wrong.

You kept falling in love.
And then one day, when you fell,
you fell towards me.
i hear it calling.
calling my name,
calling me back.



but i don't want to go back.

P.M.

7:29 and the sun still shines

Wednesday, March 23, 2011



pai.san.o

How lucky am I to have that.


"I've been drowning over lines of words that have continued to flow through the river in my head,
just waiting to evaporate into nothing or to flood your ears until you've had enough.
But I hope you never have enough.
I hope I am enough.
"
--365
"These violent delights have violent ends."
--Shakespeare
Your absence devours my heart.
You are a walking poem.
"Listen to the words my hands say as they trace the lines of yours, hear the whispers as they cartwheel down your back.
These hands tell stories and I'll spend my life wondering what your hands tell my hands when your fingers find my fingers
and wrap tightly around."

If I take my heart`s advice, I should assume it`s still unsteady.
I am still in repair.


sign my name with an xo

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

It's not what I didn't feel,
it's what I didn't show.
Competition?
Why yes, I would love some.

Monday, March 21, 2011


Reaching for a love that's far.

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Did you forget all the memories you made with me?
'Cause I didn't.
I realized what I needed was not someone who was willing to wait for me to jump, take the risk, that leap of faith.
What I needed was someone who was willing to give me a little push,
promising to wait for me at the bottom, ready to catch me.

"Sometimes I'm terrified of my heart; of its constant hunger for whatever it is it wants. The way it stops and starts."
-E.A.P
-Ha. don't even know what movie this is from

Where'd all the good people go?

I swear they're all gone.
No one's the same anymore.
"[He's] the only man that is worth my time, tears and thoughts. He's the only one that won't break the promise of being there forever and won't let me down when he says that he loves me forever. I don't have to worry about him ever letting go of my hand and I know for a fact that he might be the only one that will ever catch me if I fall. He listens to me whenever I want to yell, scream and rant. He only makes me cry happy tears and always dries the sad ones. It might just be the best relationship possibly established, ever."

---Mmmhmm, love Him.
*Dad drinking tea of Oregano*
Dad: "Ugh. I'd rather be sick."
NV: "Know how I know you're in town?"
AT: "How, how!?"
NV: "The sun came out to meet its match ;)"

I'm trying to tell you what you mean to me and how you make me feel,
but words are just not cutting it.

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Lover's names, carved in walls
Overlap, start to merge
Some of them underneath
Maybe they appear
In graveyards
Maybe they fade away
Weathered and overgrown
Time has told
Meaningful hidden words
Suddenly appear, from the murk
Maybe they're telling us
That the end
Never was
Never will
The words have gone
But the meaning will never disappear
From the wall.





--Lover's Carvings
Mom: "Asi es la situacion"
Translation: "That's the situation."
:/

Wednesday, March 16, 2011


it may be stormy now but it can't rain forever
i don't know how but things will get better
"To be honest with you, I don't have the words to make you feel better,
but I do have the arms to give you a hug,
ears to listen to whatever you want to talk about,
and I have a heart;
a heart that's aching to see you smile again."

!!!!!!!!!!!!!





"Maybe it's not a breakup.
Maybe it's just two friends getting back together"
--HIMYM
hour.hora.heur.one


Monday, March 14, 2011



"I wish I could lay down beside you
when the day is done
and wake up to your face against the morning sun."
Like everything I've every known, you'll disappear one day.
So I'll spend my whole life hiding my heart away
....and i can't spend my whole life hiding my heart away.
-Ahh! Want. Need.NOW.

Well, there's one way to get me to eat my daily recommended fruit :)
I can't believe the weather!-
Warm seasons DO exist!
The best part of my day is always you.
I'm coming home.
Tell the world that I'm coming home.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

It's beautiful today.


"When you argue against God,
you are arguing against the very power that makes you able to argue at all"

--C.S. Lewis
I can see you're sad.
even when you smile,
even when you laugh.
I can see it in your eyes-
deep inside you want to cry.
"I
from across the landscape
of my pillow
watch as
you
lying on the hillside
of yours
let the curtains
of your eyes
close."

Monday, March 7, 2011


"Imagine yourself as a living house. God comes in to rebuild that house. At first, perhaps, you can understand what He is doing. He is getting the drains right and stopping the leaks in the roof and so on; you knew that those jobs needed doing and so you are not surprised. But presently He starts knocking the house about in a way that hurts abominably and does not seem to make any sense. What on earth is He up to? The explanation is that He is building quite a different house from the one you thought of-throwing out a new wing here, putting on an extra floor there, running up towers, making courtyards. You thought you were being made into a decent little cottage: but He is building a palace. He intends to come and live in it Himself."

--C.S. Lewis
"Yes, God hurts when we do not love Him back, but it's not because He needs us; it is because He knows how badly we need Him."

Straighten up, little soldier. Stiffen up that upper lip.
" The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not flunk
He keepeth me from lying down when I should be studying
He leadeth me beside the water cooler for a study break
He stores my faith in study guides
He leads me to better study habits for my grades' sake.
Yea, though I walk through the valley of boarderline grades I will not have a nervous breakdown; For thou are with me;
My prayers and my friends, they comfort me
Thou givest me the answer in moments of blankness
Thou anointest my head with understanding,
My test paper runneth over with questions I recognize.
Surely passing grades and flying colours shall follow me all the days of my examinations
And I shall not have to dwell in this university college forever!"

-
--23 Psalm for Students

Sunday, March 6, 2011