The Little Things

I think why I'm taking this so hard is because I know that in a few weeks this is going to be happening, but with everyone. One by one, we'll each be leaving. Going back to our homes, no longer living together in this little community. This is probably the first time in my whole entire life where I have been a part of a group or a "crew" and have felt like I belong in it. I have always had two or three friends that are my people, and I've loved that. I've always loved just having a few people that I need and not caring about being a part of a group or having a crew that I do everything with. Honestly. But this year. These last few months, I've been blessed to have found a group of people (along with still keeping my key people) that's shown me what I've been missing out on my whole life. And what's even more special is that it just happened--naturally and all at once. We've become inseparable. I guess in a way, I'm glad I've never had a group of people such as this one before, because I fear that maybe I would not have been able to cherish these people the way that I do right now. I am honestly so so so incredibly blessed to have these people in my life, and to have been given the chance to form incredible bonds with people I probably would never have formed them with at any other point in my life. God's timing is perfect. He's given me some of the greatest friends and some of the greatest memories, at the most perfect time in my life. Right before everything is about to change. Although these last few moments together are bittersweet, my memories of them are everlasting and the love I have for these people will  honestly, honestly never go away. I am so blessed. I am so lucky. I am so loved.