i can go on for days and weeks with not speaking with you. always waiting on you to be the first one to say hi. you know how it goes. you know the drill.
and i know that bothers you. it always has.
but yet, when i see your name, i can't help but open up the conversation and respond back to you
i know it probably won't do me any good to continue on with the conversation but
we talk.
and for a lack of better words, it really does seem like a normal, light-hearted,friend-to-friend conversation
not mentioning the past, our past
like we usually would
it seems like we're progressing, finally moving forward
but behind the screen, you know we're just trying to make it seem that way.
we both are.
and we both know it.
atleast i hope so.
and we both know that no matter how hard we try to cover it up and move on,
it's there. it stands out. i feel it.
and i hope you still feel it too.
most people would say, 'just tell him to stop. tell him to leave it alone'
and the truth is, that makes sense.
but it's easier said than done.
from the bottom of my heart, i want to be friends, if we can't be anything else.
and that's why i can't tell you to stop, to leave it alone.
because i want every piece of you i can still get
i want to have any piece of you i can still get.
i say, you think you know me so well
you say, i feel that i do
and i hate that you say that,
beceause it's true.
you know so much about me, but at the very same time, so little.
i wish we could go back to the day, we just sat and played video games
watched tv, ice-skated in your backyard
like friends.
but we can't ever be just friends, can we?
i hate that. i hate that so much.
we can't be friends, we can't be anything more.
we've made our own category.
but it dosen't work anymore.
what happens when we don't fit that category anymore?
what happens when we don't fit any category?
what happens next?